Love:

Sunshine
My strength
Gabby when she poops in the toilet
My parents
The fact that when I tried to convince my brother that we should do Disneyland next year, he convinced me Maui would be better.

Loathe:

That my ankle is swollen
The cuban beans I ate made me fart all day
Not knowing all the answers
Love....

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Oh..it's time to love and loathe....

Because I feel good about taking the bus over the past 2 days to save on gas, let's start with love.

Love;

the khaki Signature Coach Cabin bag I bought at the outlet tonight for 249.00. Yea, my carry on will be stylin and profylin in Coach baby...

I made my lunch for tomorrow.

that I had a good workout.

that I got a lot of work done today.

the weather.

Loathe:

gas prices
gas prices
gas prices

work got me stressin

I'm bloated-hey wasn't I bloated last Tuesday?

the pimple on my forehead

not knowing what the other person is thinking or wondering if they are even thinking about you even though they are a gazillion miles away.

Have I mentioned gas prices?

Have I mentioned the gas in my ass?

Humidity..

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Time to love and looooooaaaathe.....

Since I'm having a very positive day, let's switch shit up and start with loathe.

Loathe:

The fact I don't have a dresser yet.
My hair after the gym.
I'm breaking out.
That the warm weather is making me rather horny.
I feel bloated.
My workload at work.
My over charges on my cell phone from fucking texts.
The bra I wear to the gym, I swear if I land that instructor position, I'm buying new bras STAT....
10 hour days.
Gas prices.
Itchy eyes.
I'd like to party in CT this weekend but instead I live in WA.

Love:

The sunshine.
I emailed Mr.Cali and gave him very valid reasons on why I should be his girl. Whether or not he's taking me seriously, I dunno, but hopefully I'm making him smile.
Tomorrow is my Friday.
I have 2 extra "mom and daughter" days this week.
Grande Iced Chai Tea Soy lattes.
I'm about a month away from my New York trip.
Gabby ate her spaghetti tonight cuz I made it with seashells.
My thighs.

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I know, a day late, better late than never.........

Love:
My new hair cut. I will post picts when I snap a decent pict of me, hopefully this weekend.....
I work a short week this week.
I kicked ass in boxing tonight and she said my upper was strong and powerful.
The short ass shorts I purchased to wear in Vegas...oh la la baby...
The tank top I got to go with the shorts..
The cheeseburger I ate.
The ecard I sent him for his birthday.
The day dream I had about him while I was in my training. Then I emailed to ask if he'd come to Seattle.

Loathe:
He said "no" to Seattle.
I have to wake up early now to style my hair if I really pull off the Tila Tequila look.
Cheap flat irons.
I'm EXHAUSTED.
These ignorant bitches in my training session.

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I know it's indeed Weds.But we can still love and LOATHE......

I'm feeling a lil blue at the moment so let's start with loathe....

Loathe:

• My anxiety is back and in full force.
• My hair is in desperate need for a change.
• People who you think are cool and shit, then they turn out only to be out for themselves.
• The concealer doesn't seem to be hiding the dark circles.
• That I ate alot of chocolate this week and now I'm a bit broken out.
• I'm behind in blogging and trust me...I have alot going on up here!
• I found Seven Jeans at Value Village for 24.99 and they were too damn tight. I tried and tried to make them fit but I can't justify losing another 10 pounds, it's not that serious....
• The people who live beneath me.

• My daughter has been using the toilet and telling me when she has to go.
• My arms.
• The clothes I bought on Friday from Trendy Wendy.
• Rescue Remedy.
• Vegas is next week yet again

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Time to love and loathe....

Hmmm, let's be optimisitc. Let's start with love:

Love:

the fact that it's really Tuesday and not Monday even though it definitely feels like a Monday.

I have Gabby an extra 2 days.

My boxing session was good and I'm starting to hit properly.

My tan.

I only worked 8 hours today.

Loathe:

I have bad anxiety lately.

He never answered my email.

I'm back at home.

Gabby made a huge mess.

I went over my 500 texts for this month and I don't even like to text...*praying to the Verizon God to send me a good man one day who is in my network....or is willing to talk to me after 9pm....

I don't have enough Vegas pictures.

I'm still coughing...but only because I was offered these white sticks in Vegas and my lungs are reaping the aftermath.

My hair.

I'm bloated. I think. Still shitting buffets and Patron..

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No, not Heaven. But something close to it. Well if Heaven consisted of buffets, 90 degrees weather, fine dudes from California and all over the damn US, people passing out advertisements with hookers on it...Sound like Hell?

No- it's Vegas!

time to love and loathe....

Love:
tomorrow night I'll be up, up and way the fuck outta here.
my clothes I got from Forever 21
my arms
my friend is scheduling me a passport appt so we can kick it "international" as she put it.
my nice little workout tonight at the gym
the daycare told me Gabby is considered potty trained and therefore her rates will go down a bit * sigh of relief

Loathe:
I had anxiety the past few days.
I have to work 10 hours tomorrow.
If we go to the Venetian, the stairwell will remind me of him...cause thats where we had sex. JOKING! That's where we hung out though the weekend we first met...
I don't know if guys dig tall chicks. I don't know if 5'7 is considered tall.

Did I mention I'd be in a happy place tomorrow? No- not McDonald's...VEGAS baby!

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At 9:27PM tonight, I found myself asking the question...what was there to love about today exactly? I'm not sure I can even bullet point love/& loathe for you right now. I'mma try but then I might fuckin narrate in between! Ugh..

I woke up this morning with this in mind. Do something positive and different today and start living a "life".But then we had this emergency meeting today and all of sudden I found my solo plans of doing something exciting cancelled. Guess I gotta start my life another day...

Loathe:

I worked 11 hours today.
Because I still seem sick at work, they made me wear a mask.
3 totally different people told me over the past 2 days that I need to get laid and it's only Tuesday.
My toes is jacked.
I'm too tired to cook.
I'm too tired to go to the grocery store.
I may work 11 hours tomorrow.
I don't think I'll get a day off until next week.
I felt fat today. Fat and wearing a mask...Hmm, sexy shit, yo....
I ran only 20 minutes cuz I'm fucking TIRED.
It rained.
It continued to rain.
It poured.
My last 2 periods were faint and light and today it was a bloody fuckin ugh!..I thought my fucking vagina was caving in on me
The fact that someone would even think of telling their "marriage" therapist about me.
Fuckin dumb-asses
Fuckin dumb asses who don't know how to drive shit in the rain.
Fuckin dumb asses who are just fuckin dumb.
I tried to fart earlier and it was stuck in my asshole.
The fact I don't have time to get drunk and drunk dial or drunk text Mr. Cali so I'm contemplating "delirious after 11 hour work day" emailing his ass to tell him I love him....we don't know if it's right or wrong but we gotta loathe the shit anyways...

Love:

The fact that some of the events in the past few days have proven to me that I am not vunerable and I'm not a fuckin dumb ass. 

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Should I start with love or loathe???????

Love: on a positive note...

• The email my friend sent me trying to convince me the West Coast is doomed, the Pinoys in California are gangsta's and I may run into Sasquatch because I live Seattle..so therefore I should move to the East Coast.
• Gabby is using the potty and more importantly, telling me when she needs to go. Bye bye shitty diapers.
• Vegas is now 2 weeks away.
• I went to the gym after one week of being glued to my bed and bottles of syrupy medicines that didn't even help.
• I found the strength to make a single mom decision to throw Gabby's party anyways despite her father and I proudly said "fuck him"....
• The sandwich I scarfed down today...a panini with ham, jarlsburg cheese, garlic mustard.....*burp
• The fact his shirt still has a slight scent of him.

Loathe:

• I've been dreaming about him lately.
• I need a pedicure.
• My hips hurt from Sunday's run still.
• I need new shoes.
• I could use a new hairstyle.

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Love:

My achieved my goals at work and exceeded them by 8%. At least I know my exhaustion is worth it.
The mint tea I drank this morning.

Loathe:

The fact I had to clear my schedule this week because I'm so drained and so fucking pooped that I'm sleeping like 10 hours a night.

I cried over Mr.Cali today.

Bitterness

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