21 posts tagged “love” (page 2)
The sooner I go to sleep...the sooner I'm one day closer to the month of May.....
Let's start with Loathe...
Loathe:
The fact that I've typed about 20 emails to him but have sent 0.
My hair lately.
My depression is catching up with me.
The kick boxing class tonight. the system was broken...the teacher was stressin, well she still taught a good class!
I've cried so much over the past few days my eyelids look permanently damaged.
Love:
The DKNY jacket I bought at a thrift store for 9.99.
The H&M jacket that I got last week (at a thrift store for 19.99) but wore today and looked hot...
My skin looks good today.
The lip gloss color I bought.
The turkey tomato basil dish I made and ate for lunch today...God, it was tasty.
The fact we're booked for New York and now we just need to decide do we want to share a bathroom or have our own...hmmm...
Better late than never..
Love:
my legs in shorts
my breasts in a padded bra
the email my friend sent me at work..well actually there were 2 emails...one made me LOL and other was that our other home chick from Canada will be joining us for Vegas madness....
I ate healthy today
No one stole my brie and I ate the whole thing by myself within 3 days of course
Loathe:
lack of sleep
the left side of my back hurts
I cried myself to sleep last night
I miss him
I tried to pour my heart to him via email and well...
negativity
Love:
- The dress I saw in this boutique near my work.
- What the dress did for my booty.
- It stopped raining.
- The girls at Starbucks knew my drink when I walked up.
- Gabby was kickin it in the daycare at the gym.
- Gabby ate all her dinner.
- I only worked 8 hours today.
- My spaghetti sauce was really good.
Loathe:
- I looked a little bloated in my dress.
- It was cold.
- I have sleepless nights.
- I miss him.
I love the fact I banged out so many accounts the past 2 days at work but I loathe the fact the report I asked for from my boss is literally 700 pages. Be careful what you ask for...Love productivity and OT, loathe looking at the stack of work....
Love the fact Flava Flav makes his bitches wear clocks around their neck so they know what time it is.
Love my workout tonight. Loathe the fact I'm really horny afterwards. Better start loving my hand.
Love my lunch today...shredded chicken with garlic, onion, sweet peppers, salt, pepper, cumin with Cous Cous and sliced avocado. Yes, I made it!
Loathe my lack of sleep.
Love that I have cable and I can watch reality shows.
Love that the sun came out today.
How can I write about a day when I haven't even started it yet?
Simple.Because somehow I know how my day will go.I already woke up sad that I didn't hear from him and angry that I ate more fried chicken for dinner.
Love:
Wishful thinking
Loathe:
Reality
Since I've had my heart broken recently, I'm just gonna loathe. Please neighborhood bare with me...
Loathe:
Distance
The fact that I may never be with someone I love.
The fact that I can't tell my friends what has happened yet because I start crying.
The fact that I saw him a little over 7-8 days ago and we were fine.
The fact that I didn't need to hear" your my girl", I just wanted to know I was special in his life.
I have a plane ticket to go there in April and I'm not ready to cancel it yet because honestly,I'd love to see him
it seems relationships are over rated and no one seems to want them anymore.
I'm scared he won't be in my life and then one day just like the fucking movies, I will run into his ass at a airport or something and I will fall in love all over again.
more loathing...
my cramps
my hair after the gym
I ate 3 fried chicken strips for dinner
my shoulders hurt
gas prices are rising
Love:
My vagina is still in tact after my workout, whether it works I'm not sure.
I saw more pubes in the locker room and speedos in the hot tub...ew,hahahaha......
I've seen this shit somewhere.Daily twitters.
I think you're supposed to give a time line of your day. Here's mine for Friday March 14th.
2am wake up to see if he's called
5am- wake up again... check my phone to see if he's called me, yet again.
530 shit and shower
640 leave the house, drop Gabby at daycare
815 stroll into work
900 send him an email
1000 read response
1132 break down hysterically into tears at my desk, couldn't make it to my coworkers birthday lunch
1140 continue to cry in my bosses office while she hugs me and I think my cheek touched her boob
1200 convince my boss not to think differently of me while I light up a cigarette
1215 eat Thai food and try not to think about what I just read or what my night has in store for me
100pm still feeling like shit, staring at my computer thinking about how I just saw him last week, our kiss before I left his apartment, the kiss before I got out the car at LAX, the anticipation of our next date,and how I've been dying to try his sinigang.
230 walk in the rain with my coworkers and think.
430 hang out w/ my coworker before I picked up Gabby
630 meet best friend for dinner, shoot the shit,chased Gabby around a restaurant, think about what to do with my ticket for LA in April.
800 in line for coffee at Starbucks and hear this song and by the time I order I'm choked up
815 hand my friend her coffee and she tells me I better not start fucking crying at Barnes and Noble
830 I point out to my friend that the horse action figures look like their doing it doggy style and she points out my sick sense of humor. *it's the artist in me coming out..I see things other people don't
920pm call him
950 or so....it's so much distance, he's not ready for a relationship...........
951 until now.......crying
For those of you who have been following my blogs forever now, you should know how much I love him and I what I've done to prove that. I'm numb.
126am I should be sleeping, meet with Talina in the morning for boxing..meet Lita for coffee :) and then somewhere in there, my tears will return.
And soon, my bitter blogging returns.
Is it really Tuesday?
Love:
- The weather cooperated with me in the afternoon.
- Gabby is adjusting to her new daycare.
- My spaghetti sauce was really good today.
- My parents shower has a good supply of hot water so I can shave my armpits and legs more often.
Loathe:
- That my loathe list will be longer than my love list.
- I'm tired.
- Gabby didn't touch her dinner.
- I look like a train wreck.
- I feel bloated.
- I need to go to the gym even though I've taught 2 times this week.
- I was trying to save money this week by bringing lunch and its 2 of my co-workers birthdays and they wanna go out for lunch.
- I haven't been to Trader Joe's in awhile
Loathe:
- it's only Tuesday
- I'm gassy right now
- my feet hurt
- I didn't make it to Trader Joe's tonight
- I have alot of work
- he doesn't want to see me
Love:
- it is almost Wednesday
- the poem I wrote today
- the photo Eyzan took of me
Here we go...
Love:
The fact my daughter is using her strawberry rain boots as a bucket, putting her puzzle pieces in there and gave it to me tonight as a birthday gift.
My daughter ate all of her mac and cheese.
The weather was great.
I got a lot of work done today.
No one stole my brie.
I did a ton of squats in my evening class and in my class at work and I only wanted to cry for my mommy once.
He left his shirt here and it still smells like him...
My pillow still smelled like him too.
My new cute little iPod blocks out the sound of my drunk co-workers.
Loathe:
My daughter has picked up on back-talking me
I have real bad anxiety right now and it was affecting my breathing during my classes..
I didn't take lunch until 3:45pm.
I had a bad hair day.
