1 post tagged “problems”

Well I'm new to Vox but new to blogging. My name is Kristina and the sceen name I chose is kristinauncensored.
I chose it because my brain is constantly running with good thoughts and sometimes generally random bad thoughts.So when I'm blogging, Im thinking out loud. It's my free therapy. It's a time killer and a stress reliever.
I took the time tonight to grab a couple of deep blogs from my myspace blog archive.
I posted on here only to confuse my readers. My life is totally upside down. I can tell it like the movie Pulp Fiction. I can start in the middle then bring you back all the way to my past or I can you about what I was doing at 2 o'clock today or who I was sleeping with 2 weeks ago. To sum it up...I'm trying to find happy Kristina. I'm on pursuit of being the once independent woman I was. Only now I'm a mother. Ah, here I go again jumping subjects.
You want my run down?
The truth or half ass?
You might wanna grab a tissue before you read it. It's ok if you cry, I do.
I'm 31, I'm currently going through a divorce, I have a beautiful daughter to take care of and while trying to find me, I experience ups and downs.
I've been dating. Some are assholes, some are cool, some I wonder what the fuck was I thinking.
Some days are worse than others. I'm proud to say I haven't turned completely to alcohol to solve my problems.
Right now, what am I thinking?
I didn't know I could be so strong. Really.